The Older and Old Law

Just laying back in the rack, and pondering. I am sixty-eight years old, and I hear more often these days of actors and musicians I’ve idolized while growing up, passing on; and so I too see the window on my life closing, and it saddens and frightens me.

I look around the pod and see all of the old people – incarcerated. Wheelchairs, walkers, and canes. It’s unfathomable that little, or, a great deal of misguided and apathetic effort has been put into the mix to get to where we are. I’ve been told that I’m the one who is misguided for seeing things as they are! That what the system is doing, has been doing all these years, works best, and I just don’t know any better.

It is true, many incarcerated have not been able to mature on an intellectual level; to think more rationally, decide more responsibly, and act more humanely, and generally, to just take better care of themselves. But they haven’t been provided an appropriate and effective opportunity to support becoming better human beings. Who’s fault is that?

It is even more true that those incarcerated have just tried to do the best they could, to make it from one day to the next…staying ignorant and apathetic about the world that surrounds them. It’s not their fault, for a person, a human being, will do that which they only know how to do! That’s why we’re in this dreaded place in life! It is this way, until the wake up call arrives, when the door may finally open, or not, and it is then change is desired, and the need to do so is thrust upon us in vain once more, for it takes years to undo that which has been the norm for so long.

The picture is simple! It’s about retribution. It always has been and will be for some time to come. It’s about fear, distain, apathy, and yes, ignorance. Those who are running out of resources and ideas to more effectively manage us, the window is closing for them too! Maybe just keep us as quiet and hidden as is possible. Pacify us just a little more! Maybe no one will notice!

These days, we cannot use certain words or phrases out of concern for offending the status quo. “Don’t say PTSD, it may trigger this or that!” “For that matter, don’t say the word “trigger” either.” At one point we were not inmates, we were offenders. More so, the worst of the worst! People are not “victims”, they’re “survivors”, or is it the other way around? These are not “correctional facilities”, they are “warehouses”, industrial complexes, constructed originally to only house those who truly posed a risk to society, but here we are!

There are many incarcerated who are not so ignorant as I claim above. They too can see! And I certainly applaud the efforts of many on the inside and outside of these razor-laden fences, who are working tirelessly to have those of us who have been ready, and deserve it, released. But, it has for some time now, amazed me how individuals and groups will throw around words, phrases, paragraphs, and essays, all in an effort to display for us in here, the change they promise to make, and the change that is coming. In the meantime, those of us in here throw around in the same fashion, our pain, sorrow, fears, and regrets. The ignorant always get their hopes up! Those of us who have been watching, paying attention, see that change just doesn’t happen, or feel nowadays, that it won’t happen in our lifetime!!

A couple of examples. Many of us will be gone (use that word as you will) by the time a “Second Look” bill is passed and have it change lives. Just how effective will that bill be when it becomes law? How long will it take to see results? Like so many others, how will it be circumvented, twisted, and suppressed with the line item veto? We’ve done so much time already, and we are in our late 60’s & 70’s, what difference will such a bill make for our lives then?

Thanks to VDOC Director Dotson and many others, an unbelievable amount of effort has created many positive changes with regards to the parole board. Much of that effort, however, has been circumvented, twisted, and suppressed as well. Practically no one is being released, still!

Out of fear, it seems no secret that behind it all has been the idea to keep us in here until we’re no longer physically and mentally able to re-offend. Yet, many new law people continue to serve less time than us older folks! Don’t get me started on “Earned Sentence Credit” or “Good Time Credit”. I’ve stopped earning anything a long time ago. How sad!

I am sixty-eight years old, and I hear more often these days of actors and musicians I’ve idolized while growing up, passing on; and so I too see the window on my life closing, and it saddens and frightens me.

-unanimous

Pray For Me(Song from Boosie Badazz)”


There has been much to do, when holding one’s self accountable. I’ve sat and witnessed the many, become victims
to the very environment that’s meant to be productive and rehabilitative. With understanding, I’ve asked myself, if the
inhumane actions done to individuals incarcerated, resemble the same inhumane treatments of individuals who are
in society? I ask myself and God, does the tears and cries of the downtrodden, matter, even though we’ve made the
mistakes that landed us in these unfortunate set of circumstances?


I can’t speak to the mistreatment of the incarcerated, without speaking to the mistreatment of the staff who are in the
trenches with us. My rationale for this expression, is to see and recognize the lacking of Human decency, as it
pertains to ALL PEOPLE; even the Men and Women who work to earn a livable wage…they are also victims of the
Carceral System, as it creates the traumas that often goes unnoticed or unconsidered.
These People…these Men; Women; Sons; Daughters; Fathers; and Mothers, have been hard pressed to do the
right thing, as it aligns with the Human Spirit. In all honesty, I’ve had Staff, care enough about me than the
inhabitants who live around me; those who’re within the exact same position and experiencing the same conditions.
I’ve had Staff and Inhabitants of this environment, care enough about each other, from a humanity stand point, that it
establishes a fondness and respect for the people they are. But it’s too often, that such truths and behaviors are
misrepresented as “Fraternization”, because the respectful smiles and treatments of an individual incarcerated, goes
against the identity of what the Imprisonment of Human Beings has always been.


On August 16, 2024, Greensville Correctional Center, was so short of staff, that they couldn’t manage the regular
issues that are necessary for Housing the Men here. My Unit Manager showed so much strength and
fortitude, while enduring the overwhelming stress of being the Unit Manager, Lieutenant, Sergeant, Floor Officer,
and the floating officer, to ensure that the Officers who worked in the building, were able to have the necessary
breaks. I watched this Woman; this Mother; this Concerned and Professional Person, look Beat Down; Bruised;
Defeated and Unconsidered.
I watched as the choice swirled in the conscious mind of an overworked; overlooked and unappreciated employee.
The unfortunate circumstances, made a Mother have to choose between being a “professional oppressor”, due to
the many unaddressed issues, that makes one choose their profession, over being Mothers; Fathers; and Human
Beings. I watched as adjustments had to be made, as a result of a staff shortage, which couldn’t allow a Mother to
go home, at the respectable hour to pick up her child. I watched her shoulder the burden of the World and the
Heavens, only to become a victim of the lazy mentality, of those who are in authority over Her or work alongside her,
in this environment.
This is not an essay to point fingers or name names. But what has become true from the past, up to now, is that
there’s no accountability of those issues that are often great sound bites or article fillers. Frankly, there is no
Humanized treatment of the staff or the residents of this institution. The fraternal order of “Correctional Officers”, are
only working as the means to support their lives and their families, remaining unconcerned of who suffers the Mental
Strains; the Broken Families; as well as those Questions of one’s very own worth, within a much Bigger Human
Family.
There’s so many OUTSTANDING People, who are currently employed here, at Greensville Correctional Center, that
are leaving here, in order to work at Lawrenceville Correctional Center. One of the best People, who’s a Unit Manager of the Reentry Building and Army Veteran is also leaving. She has always been the proper example of a Good Person; a Great Manager of any and all affairs, that addresses the issues of people… if
their jumping ship, what does that say about the environment and the people who manage/control it, as an overall.
Those are just a few of the people who are losing their own humanity, due to the expectation of separating their humanity from their occupation. They have relied heavily, on those of us, who has made the choice to work towards
Building Bridges and Mending Fences. Yes, those Bridges takes effort and time, but when there’s no efforts put towards the action, which leads to solutions, we fail at the proper outcomes we’re trying to gain.


This next expression is very close to me, and that’s because it speaks to the excessive force, utilized, without having clear and present evidence, to justify such force or the order of that force, being utilized. Please know that I compose this, at a risk of being viewed differently; handled differently; as well as treated differently. But I WILL NOT sit around and allow the very nature of People, to be disrupted, corrupted, or looked at with a biasness, that can’t be shown out of uniform, as it is displayed while in the uniform. Meaning…if you have an ulterior motive, towards the
population of incarcerated Men and Women, then state it; embrace; and outwardly display it, for the Free World to see, as well as the incarcerated one, to know and accept. {NOTE: This is to speak to the Mentality of the environment and how such a Mentality, has not only risked the lives
of people, but the very Humanity that separates the People from animals}. As I am held to the standard of a Human Being first, and Man second; how is it fair and decent, to absolve the Staff Officials of such a standard? So this is
just a few of the Inhumane treatments that’s occurring, within these Imprisoning facilities.}

Alfonso “Ghaza” Skyles (aka. Quillz) (#1134129)

Greensville Correctional Center

Play Time

By: Jennifer Zukerman

How can we look up
to a system so corrupt?
Watching former presidents
fly by, unscathed,
to give them countless tries?
Meanwhile,
they look down on the little guys?

Take it from me.
Little guy here!
The system has
blood rushing to my ears,
and fed every last fear.

Yet here stay the gears,
plotting and churning,
as I spend the darkest nights,
tossing and turning.
Justice has become jaded,
and all the gears inside
are either
burning or hated.

Jennifer Zukerman (#2080583)

Fluvanna Correctional Center for Women

Running Club

By: Douglas V. Johnson

Congratulations to the participants of the victim impact-related “416-2-911 RUNNING CLUB” program at RNCC. Due to the years-long waiting list for the Victim Impact Program at RNCC, incarcerated military Veterans took the initiative to start a running club in honor of the victims in their cases, their families, and their own families. The running club also doubles as an empathy-building, mentoring/peer-support program.

On 4-16 (2007), there were 32 Virginia Tech students and faculty members killed in a mass shooting. On 9-11 (2001), there were 2,977 people killed in the deadliest terrorist attack on U.S. soil.

In the five months between 16 April and 11 September, the twenty-man Veteran and non-Veteran running club ran a combined total of 2055 laps (222 miles) around their recreation yard. On 9-11, they closed out their run with an Army cadence.

The requirements to be in the running club:
1.) Request to be added to the RNCC Victim Impact Program wait list;
2.) Watch the VADOC Victim Impact video (on JP6 players);
3.) Participate in H.O.P.E. (Helping Ourselves Progress and Evolve) Self-Awareness Program discussions/conversations;
4.) Intend to stay infraction-free, and
5.) Most importantly, to realize that they are running with a purpose.

If we are genuinely striving towards personal growth, it is critical we realize our crimes still have a tremendous ripple effect on others. The greatest service that we can do now, is to not waste the time they are serving in prison.

Although program opportunities and mental health services may be severely limited while we are incarcerated, let us all continue to take the initiative in creating our own opportunities for our personal growth.

DOUGLAS V. JOHNSON, II (#1937011)
RNCC Veterans Support Group
Mentorship Committee Chairman

*RNCC Facility Leader/Lead Mentor/Education Advocate for The Forty STRONG, Brilliance Behind Bars, & TF CXJ III

INCARCERATED MILITARY VETERANS’ PROGRAM IN VIRGINIA DOC

Independence, VA
July 23, 2023

River North Correctional Center (RNCC) Veterans’ Program Coordinator and discussion group facilitator Douglas V. Johnson II (#1937011) and fellow VSG Members have developed and implemented the inmate-led Self-Awareness H.O.P.E. Discussion Group Program, for the Virginia Department of Corrections (VADOC). The group is currently only comprised of incarcerated military Veteran’s Support Group members at RNCC and meets twice a month for one hour, [IAW VADOC OP-841.1.VII.B-D].

H.O.P.E. stands strong for “Helping Ourselves Progress & Evolve.” Due to the lack of access to -and lengthy waiting lists for- programs/educational opportunities and the severe lack of mental health services in prison, we are taking an aggressive initiative to rehabilitate and correct ourselves. We are focused on boldly confronting ourselves with thought-provoking reflective questions in order to strengthen our sense of Self-Awareness.

The 20-hour H.O.P.E. Programs’ five core objectives are to improve decision-making, find a greater sense of purpose, not waste the ‘Time’ we are serving, recognize our limitless potential, and to ultimately decrease the probability of recidivating/re-offending.

It is comprised of a total of 55 questions broken down into the following five categories:
1.) Self-Awareness;
2.) Importance of Healthy Relationships;
3.) Character, Wisdom, & Mindset;
4.) Decision-Making, Plans, & Direction; and
5.) Recognizing Potential & Establishing Positive Momentum.

Furthermore, each question also has at least one specific learning objective (i.e. mental health & substance abuse nexus, turning potential weaknesses into strengths, subconscious/auto-suggestion/patterns, assessing intentions, etc.).

A few of our upcoming discussion group questions will be:
1.) Am I aware of how my unprocessed trauma -or, moral injury- is impacting/has impacted my decision-making?
2.) Most pain ever experienced/felt (not physical pain)?
3.) How do I attain and maintain greater purpose and a healthy-level of hope while serving my Time (i.e. Life-Sentence)?
4.) What advice would I give my 21 year old self (or 21 year old Son)?
5.) What do I long for (not physical)?

Not everyone will share their life experiences/perspectives during every session, but we have found that even just listening to other’s transparency, can still lead to our own Transformation….. Self-Awareness, Personal Accountability, Maximized Potential, and Onward Positive Movement towards Greater Purpose is what H.O.P.E. is all about! HELPING OURSELVES PROGRESS & EVOLVE!!!

Pending RNCC approval, we plan to implement a non-Veteran Parole-Preparation and Re-Entry Support Group that will use H.O.P.E.’s curriculum as its foundation. H.O.P.E. will be published in workbook format and available on Amazon by Spring 2024. A list of our discussion questions can be found and downloaded on the Brilliance Behind Bars website. I encourage you to reflect on these questions and to start your own support/discussion group wherever you are.
Humbly,
-DVJ

Douglas V. Johnson II is a graduate of the Virginia Tech Center for Humanities 2022 UNCHAINED Program and whose poetry was published in the VT UNLOCKED Journal: Art and Experiences From Inside Virginia Prisons.

A Message: Parole + Non-Violent/Violent

There is a lot of good that comes from what you are doing.

I wrote to the Richmond Times last week and spoke on the parole issue… I stated facts and can back it up… But it does no good unless everyone stands together… People want to go home, and I of all people respect that and I agree something needs to be done…

But everyone needs to understand that saying: ‘one crime is better than the other or one crime is violent and the other isn’t is wrong… Look, I’m involved in a start up program called Victim Impact: Listen and Learn. Its a straight forward concept that let’s real victims speak about what happened to them and what it does to them and their families… Not one said it didn’t do harm to them or their families. It is a fact that crime effects people in four main areas,: physical, emotional, financial, and spiritual… Some people has said they are locked up on non violent drug charges… Well let’s see here, the person dealing to people and getting them hooked on something that has them going out to steal, rob, or even murder a female priest for a confession plate just to be able to get the drug you got them hooked on… So the root of the evil was the person selling the drugs… Nonviolent overdoes?? Sorry but even stealing someone’s money without them knowing it causes harm regardless if you are there when it happens… We all need to do better in here and out there…

We all need to stop with, ‘I’m better than you’ crap, because that’s what is holding everything back… Illegal is illegal regardless… We want change from where we are at?? Then less start the change from within!!! Start with yourself, and with your partner and expand it out throughout the place you are at and then we will get the change we are looking for; because if we can’t change ourselves then those people out there are not going to want to help with our initial goals…

I just try to stay on point with what I’m trying to accomplish and I know its bigger than me… peace!!

Russell Browning

Reaching Out: About Prison Food

Thank you for the platform to express my ideas and comments. For the people that are not effected by the new bill and will be here for a while, this issue with the food we are receiving is slowly killing us.

Here at Deerfield Correctional Center in Va., it is a geriatric facility with men 45 and older. You would think that we would be receiving a well balanced and nutritional diet, being that our health and age desires so, but this is to the contrary. We only receive two vegetables a day and we are being served chicken bulk 10 to 14 times a week. This chicken bulk contains all the undesirable parts of the chicken and is highly processed and unhealthy.

The doctors here at Deerfield have recommended that we don’t eat this. The menu does not reflect this. They list meals like sausage gravy, texas hash, creole mac, sloppy joe, and spaghetti, but all these examples and many other entrees are made with the same meat (chicken bulk). So to the powers that be, it looks like we’re being fed an assortment of different entrees, but in reality we’re being fed the same meat over and over again. Sometimes 3 times in one day. We have written complaints over and over again to no avail. This matter needs to be addressed. Thank you.

MICHAEL LOISEAU